Tuesday, June 28, 2011

dRiFtinG aWaY........

(hehehehe.....kepala agak pusing skitt ini hari.......Florence, Italia.....Spring 2009)


Lately, I have been so occupied and my mind seemed to be drifting off constantly....until I almost came close to get myself into 'major' car accident....sigh...silly me....I opss..we have to fork out 70 quids to pay for our "new" car headlight...thanks to my absent concious mind while I was trying to park our car..I slammed into wall...Alhamdulillah...I slammed into the wall and not the special edition of an Orange Mercedes coupe (with personal number plates...anak org arab mana laa nie)...gulp!! or the new Honda Civic...Gone our 1 week groceries shopping :(


I even forgot our house keys....and rezeki after 2 days...I happened to remember where the keys were..in my pocket's jacket!!!..hehehe....lots of thing in my mind right now....dateline...dateline...bla..bla..bla...shouldnt complaint...after all, it is my 'dream'...doing things that I wanted to do ever...and I like most...with abundance of helps and lots of love from my dear abang and parents...and Muhammad is doing great!!....what more to ask ;) Alhamdulillah...just DO iT!!! Bob the builder says....Yes We Can!!!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Suka!!!









I happened to listen this talented performer's video clips while kept busying and burying myself with loads and loads of sleepy books...hehehe.....I am falling in love with his voice and guitar playing and plus his rugged face ;)OPppss...he reminds me of that actor...ohh yaa..Gerard Butler :P and I've never heard of him and his group as well....Enjoy ur Thursday guys!!!

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

haissshhhh....pi main jauh2.....

Semlm terbaca 'luahan perasaan' sorng sahabat aku nie.....geram lak jadinya bila org2 yg x baper nak sensitif ngan keadaan sahabat aku sorng nie....dok 'bom2' beliau ngan kata2 yg melukakan hati....wpun beliau x bgtau apa yg org2 xde empathy tu kata kat beliau...tp kalau lah x 'dasat2'...xde laaa sahabat aku nie terluka dan membawa diri.....hmmmmm.....kalau aku pun...nak ku cepuk kepala sekor2 tu.....(oppsss....teremosi lebih lak....)....tp betul laaa apa yg sahabat aku tu cakap....awak kenal x baper kenal...tp suka2 mulut jer nak cop kat org mcm2...

baru2 nie aku balik kampung halaman sat.....mmg timbul kisah sahabat aku nie...dari sumber yg aku x sangka2...mmg aku kunci mulut dan x mau komen apa2...sungguh2 beriya hamba Allah nie bercerita pasal kisah sahabat aku...(wpun...aku x tanya pun...malas nak amik pot hal org ok...) tp tersentak sbb...smpai hati manusi sorng nie....dgn xde perasaan atau rasa simpati kurang2nya...pergi ckp benda2 yg x patut kau cakap....haaiiissh.....terus sentap aku nie...buat bodo jer lepas tu......walhal ko dh bertahun x jumpa sahabat aku nie...tp cakap main sedap jer...manusia..manusia....

aku malas nak komen apa2....tp...manusia2 mcm gini...aku pernah jumpa...even pernah terkena pun....korng bayang...kalau 1 komuniti...leh termakan 'cakap org2' yg mcm gini...aku jd mangsa...pastu skrng leh jumpa buat2 x faham...xde rasa bersalah ke apa ke....hampasss gasss.......wpun lama dh 'tragedi' tu berlaku...parut tetap ada...tapi apa2 pun..Aku ucapkan terima kasih kepada manusia2 yg bagi aku 'pengajaran hidup' yg terbaeeekkk nie...kalau x sbb diorng2 nie...mesti aku dok 'lembik' mcm gitu lagi....jadi lah aku yg 'lemah-lembut bak angin sepoi2 bahasa....tapi boleh terus tukar jadi hurricane kiranya tersalah tempuh" ala2 tai chi gitu.....hhehe...tu org yg describe pasal aku nie...sapa kenal aku...tahu laa mcm mana kan ;)

jadi kepada sahabat aku sorng nie...aku mmg salute giller...beliau memang seorng yg sgt2 tabah...dan seorng yg sgt kuat semangat....bertuah aku dpt kenal beliau...aku berdoa beliau akan terus positif spt biasa...lepas pelbagai2 ujian yg Allah bagi kat beliau...kalau aku laa...lemah longlai laa rasanya...lemah tak bermaya dah diri nie :' (

bagi manusia2 yg kurang rasa sensitif terhadap permasalahan org lain....ingatan utk aku jugak...ingat2 lah...what goes around comes around....aku dulu pun kurang sensitif gak ngan persekitaran...tp pengajaran hidup...banyak ajar aku...betapa pentingnya utk 'letakkan diri dlm situasi org lain...sebelum sesuka hati nak buat andaian'...sbbnya aku selalu ingatkan diri sendiri...langit x selalu cerah......................................

Friday, June 17, 2011

Kisah di petang hujan gerimis

ooh yaaa....kali nie......kisahnya begini :

situasi: di suatu petang...hujan gerimis...kelihatan....sebijik van...seorng lelaki yg istimewa ( yg berkerusi roda) sedang menunggu seorng wanita....iyer..seorng wanita yg sedang berusaha dgn gigihnya...MENUKAR TAYAR KERETA beliau...di suatu kawasan parking lots...betul2 sebelah dgn main road...laluan utama kenderaan dan manusia2....

kebetulannya: sebuah kereta hijau...masuk...dan nak tak nak...kena parking kat situ...sbbnya...itu rumah mereka.....hehehe....

tuan kereta hijau turun...wpun demam...dan kala itu hujan rintik2 turun...dan bertanya...apa yg beliau boleh bantu...(x kan laa kau nak buat x tau kan....sungguh x patut...kalau blah jer dr situasi tu...dan terus menuju ke rumah)...wpun sebenarnya...tuan kereta hijau..mmg suka sgt membantu org ;) dan selalu menasihati isteri beliau...perlunya amalan bantu-membantu ini.....maka...berlalulah...isteri dan anak beliau yg turut demam...masuk ke dlm rumah..dan tinggallah si suami di luar..info yg diperolehi dari wanita yg sedang memegang tayar ganti....beliau sudah berada di situ...hampir 45 minit.....

setelah selesai urusan....

situasi di dalam rumah:

isteri: abang....kesian kat laki bini tu kan...x kan xde org nak offer tlng tukar tayar diorng?? pelik...

suami: eh....lelaki yg duduk kurang upaya tu...bukan suami dia laa...xde kaitan langsung...mamat tu passerby....

isteri: Ooooh...xde kaitan? passerby jer? abih tu...naper dia dok tunggu kat situ....

suami: mamat tu cakap...dia tolong teman n bg moral support...since dia x punya upaya nak physically tolong minah tu...kasi moral support pun jadi lah....

isteri: Ooooh........sungguh x sangka....(dlm kepala...mcm2 yg dok pikir...)..dlm ramai2 manusia yg lalu-lalang kat situ....insan yg sebegitu yg sanggup nak tolong minah tu...wpun dia tau...dia xleh nak bantu apa sgt pun....Ohhh.....(terasa sesuatu menusuk dlm hati)...



"Dan janganlah kamu memalingkan wajah dari manusia dan janganlah berjalan di bumi dengan angkuh, Sesungguhnya Allah tidak menyukai orang-orang yang sombong dan membangga diri" Surah Luqman: 18

Thursday, June 16, 2011

today is the day!!!

step 1......



step 2......



and....tadaaaaaa!!!!!


I am 11 months now.......




tik tok tik tok....





free set of books for him.....thanks to Ruth (our health visitor)


trying to 'read'.......






his new 'bed'......accident-free bed...hehehe...








into the 'family day' mood.....










Wednesday, June 15, 2011

so..n so....

Today...im not really in a good shape..n just stay at home.....after 'fighting' and trying my best to ignore the symptoms fo the past few days...i totally got knocked down by flu last night...Alhamdulillah....no complaint at all....based on my calculation, I might catched it due to my 'macho plus not so smart' acts on Saturday....we had Soton Msian Family Day at our nearby common...i miss calculated that it was going to be rainy and windy on that day (though the weather forecast said that it was going to rain...later in the afternoon) I took my chances that it was going to be sunny throughout the day.....haissh....still cant get grip of the UK weather...silly me!!...please standby ur umbrella and thick clothes by ur side...to be on the safer side..

i just wore 2 layers of cloth...plus one summer jacket....blame it on exciting games they had lined up on that day...n also blame it on my beloved abang who was so excited with the games..hehehe...how can someone says no to 'galah panjang,'baling selipar'...'tarik-tali'..n yummylicious foods??!! hmmm....it was the best ever plus 'sempoi' family day that i ever went to for e past 3 years...once again, no complaint...

so....lets go and eat a bowl of home-made hot chicken soup!! plus...basket of fresh fruits!!! Yeahh...

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

the top of my list.....









our favourite!!!!....simple dishes come with great dining experience!!!





the 'famous and humble' gulai ikan restaurant....located near the Langkawi International Airport roundabout...Langkawi's believe it or not...this 'famous' restaurant does not has any name!!! only e locals n 'those who know' know where to find this fabulous 'kedai makan'...





since our first discovery, we never failed to dine here whenever we visit the island...A Must!!!









another 'tempat wajib' for us..a very simple set up of 'kedai makan' or stall..under Msian cherries trees and by the seaside of coz..not to mention 'angin2 sepoi bahasa'....and really2 near to the airport take off field....while ur filling up ur tummy with these 'hidden treasures'...the plane flies on ur head (but not that close...hehe..) it was really a superb dining experience!! the best time to 'lepak' here is after 'Asar....









us....at Pantai Cenang....MH first encountered with yours truely white sandy beach and of coz u can swim in it....(coz in here...we live near by the sea...but its not a wise thing to get wet in that freezing cold water!!) MH was so excited and couldn't care less what was going on around him..hehehe









my 1st horse riding experience.....
was here...in this wonderful island....








one of the visit...accidently met my "long lost sister" Kak Riang Riya......we had a great time together exploring the island and other islands as well....















though i had travelled few places....n covered few tourist attractions....this special island will always be the top of my list....it might not be the best white sandy beaches in Malaysia...and it might not be the best shopping heavan on earth....but the island has something special and dear to my heart...ala2...jiwang gitu...ahaks....


it feels like yesterday when I first set foot on the island....I was standard 6 back then, my parents brought us for school holidays....together with us were also our 'family friends'....but the most exciting holiday we had was on the 2nd visit...only 7 of us...we took small boat and went for island-hopping....after that, my sisters and I went here by ourselves during school/uni breaks since my parents were very busy and cant make it....










if ur wondering where we went for our honeymoon vacay??? yeahh...the island for sure!! and since then, almost every year whenever we have 'rezeki'...the island is our 1st must destination to chill.....










Langkawi..... :)

Thursday, June 9, 2011

life is what we make of it...






First and foremost, please forgive me if my grammar is not that good..ahaaakkss...a bit "skema"....it has been awhile since the last time I wrote in this language..hehehe...blame it on penyakit 'M" or "L" ok...my abang said, I am losing my 'touch' and it is like learning on how to take a first step of walking again...



"life is what we make of it.....and so I am going to make the best of what i have"...this evening, I just browsed through the net...and happened to read a news about this strong and brave 15 years old girl...quoted from her blog...the phrase really bring back the memory of my late grandfather..or we used to call him 'Wan"...both of them share the same illness which we hope that we never ever heard of it..."Cancer"....those 6 letters does bring chills to me everytime!!!...




Ohh yeah...i forgot to tell..her name is Alice....can read about herself from her blog ..and u can make ur own conclusion after reading her blog....coz i have so many things to say about this girl till i have lost my words.... :( cant describe what she's been through...it is easier to say..."tabah..." be strong"...bla..bla..bla...but you can never feel the burdens unlese you have walked in her shoes..n in pepatah melayu...lebih kurang..."berat mata memandang..berat lagi bahu memikul"....the way she wrote it...it is so positive....an inspiring as well...how can a 15 years old girl....casually express herself...that her life is going to end so soon and she has a list of things that she wanted to do before the "time" come..sungguh mengharukan ok...huhuhu....i bet her mother taught her well until she has this 'huge' personality that brings positive auras to others as well...that life is sooo precious...just make out of it...




as a reminder to myself...life is to short to feel discontent...or feeling misery when things do not turn out to be what I want it to be.....lesson to be learned...always be Thankful to Him..Alhamdulillah....

Monday, June 6, 2011

Budak comot!!!

pesal diorng nie suka sangat himpit saya....let me go..please!!!!





lega...akhir dpt gak jejak tanah....boring sungguh asyik kena duduk dlm stroller jer ;)

baru ler best!!!!






saya dan En. Police yg 'berasal' dari Lego....ermmm...

mana2 pergi pun....semuanya Lego jer....

kenapa saya ada kat sini???





tengah blur.....naper rambut Capt. Jack 'Separuh' nie....pintal2..

kenapa gitu yer mama??? Dia dah lama x mandi ker....

saya mandi tiap2 hari....yeaahh...sbb tu saya wangi...






Budak bertuah dgn abahnyer.........what r u looking at ??




sedang melutut sambil cuba utk berdiri dgn gigihnya...ngengenge..


Musim menuai....

"saya tengah makan....kenapa dipaksa posing nie"...hehehehe



"sekadar hiasan"......peberet fruits cap ibu dan anak.....







Oohh yer....musim kesukaan n kesayangan aku dh kembali.....walaupun..banyak mendung-redup-hujan dari sunny nyer....tapi bila kuar jer en. matahari...WOw...impak nyer sgt2 mendalam...sungguh aku teruja...haishhh...ntah hapa2 punya merapu laaa nie.....gara2...juling bijik mata nie dok mengadap baris2 ayat....selain nak faham apa kebondonyer pakcik2 or makcik2 nie 'bercerita'....hahahaha




so mcm biasa lah....bila kuar matahari...makan berbondong2 laa manusia keluar dari rumah memasing...utk 'meraikan' suasana yg sungguh menceriakan...al-maklum lah...susah sungguh nak dpt rezeki jumpa en. matahari kat sini...ada tu ada...tp kalo x sejuk kejung mcm air batu...basah dek hujan..x pun...sejuk smpai tulang sum2 bila angin x sepoi2 bahasa menyapa....



(maafkan penulis yer...lepas balik 'refresh' kat Malaya...bahasa jd sedikit klasik...ahaakkksss)



so antara 'bahan bukti' di tempat kejadian..adalah seperti di atas....khas utk tatapan...family terchenta di Malaysia...kami OK...Alhamdulillah..especially si budak bertuah itu.....