Sunday, September 20, 2015

Retak

Salam Isnin semua...

Kejap je kan dan nak Raya Qurban..haisssh...kejap je lagi dh nak end of the year and we will be welcoming 2016..Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian..Masa itu emas..Masa tidak boleh berpatah balik...so many reminders on this..

Semalam, terjadi kisah yg menyentap jugak laa hati sanubari I..sob sob sob...sahabat baik saya telah retak terbelah dua...huwaaa....kalau trace balik dlm entry 2010..i did mention about this( kalau rajin, leh le kome search nnt)...saat pertama kali kami bertemu...

apa kebenda yg I dok ngomel ni ye...my precious...my precious stone....peneman di kala sakit, di kala berpantang...jd kisah smlm, panaskan utk tuam my abang yg mengadu sakit belakang...tp terlupa..n terbakar lama...lebih dr sepatutnya...patutnya dlm 5-10 minit should be ok dah...ni dkt 1/2 jam kot...masa tu ok lagi....n siap dh balut lagi..n he used it well...n bila buka2 kain...haisssh....dh terbelah dua...huwaaaaaaa.....


Retaknya batu terbelah dua, retak juga hati ni,
Dalam banyak-banyak batu, batu nan satu ini membawa jiwa..
Batu terpilih pilihan bonda, diambil dari persisiran pantai di hadapan rumah kelahiranku..
Lalu dibawa melangkah sempadan negeri kelahiran..March 2010
Asalnya lima sekawan, yang telah berpindah tuan setia berkhidmat,
Tinggallah dikau seketul menemaniku wahai si batu..
Setia berkhidmat tak kira masa, menyambut dua kelahiran istimewa cahaya cinta kami di sana...
Setia sungguh menjadi penemanku hatta merentas dua benua..berbeda suhu berbeda cahaya..
Oh batu, kau bukan sebarang batu, tempat kau istimewa dalam hatiku..
Manakan ku cari ganti, tak akan sama walau bakal silih berganti...
Kau kenangan mengusik jiwaku wahai batu pilihan bondaku....berasal dr kampong kelahiranku...
Kau pergi jua..September, 16
Hidup tiada yang kekal...sob sob sob
Terima kasih atas segalanya...........



Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Berbaik sangka....

Deal all,
my late mom (al-fatihah) used to tell me countless times on the topic of being nice and kind to others. In the sense that, regardless of what people might think of us. We just continue being nice and kind to others. Always try to give something or sadaqah to those who needed it the most. Try your best of not letting down others' hopes. Even by dropping in RM1 in the mosque box also considered as sadaqah. Sadaqah doesn't have to be in the money form, but it could be anything. Our 'kudrat', our things or whatever that you could possibly give to others and they can benefit from it. The best way is to give our most treasured things. If you don't reach that level yet, we can start it off by giving whatever that you are comfortable with.

When I was a bit younger. Now, I am still young. Young at heart. kikiki... Wink wink wink. I don't really get the message. Bad huh? I heard the message since I was small even from the primary school. Ustazah always told us to do so. But..the urge was not there. My eyes were blind so with my heart...huhuhu...I just did it whenever I felt to do so. I am not as generous as I am now. I will be hesitated, when it comes to help someone who is not within my circle. Bad huh?! It's like opening skeletons in my closet. (tutup muka jap) Later in life, especially in my UK life phase. Things changed drastically and dramatically. I admit that I am not really a good and alim sort of a person. With His Guidance, I started to view life differently. Thanks to His Ujians which led me to think, the meaning of life and the afterlife journey. Alhamdulillah.


I've started to indulge myself into the meaning of sadaqah and to be honest. The feeling is indescribable and out of this world. Dasyat x ayat? hihihi... The impacts are also beyond my expectation as a human being. Subhanallah. Now, I really put my trust in Him in everything that I do. If anything bad happened, I believe that it is a way for Him to show my mistakes and repent my sins. If good things happened, I should always be thankful for everyhing that He gives to me. Never in a second moment, thing happens without reason. MasyaAllah...There will always answer to every question. Belit2 kan ayat I..hahaha..

Talking about sadaqah, it happened to me countless times. I just gave whatever I have, eventho in my bank account the balance showed less than 10 pounds. Later that day, Subhanallah.. I received money from the unthinkable source. Guess what happened? I received loans that I gave to a friend and the person haven't contacted us for years! Not only that, many incidents happened when I almost gave up and no means to deal with. I just pray to Him and let Him show me the way. Alhamdulillah, Allah send His helps. The key to sadaqah is just do it and have a sincere heart when practicing it.InsyaAllah...ok dokie...i just got good news today...after I believed that, the hope is no longer there... :) Have great time people and never let yourself down by not giving back to others. You might not guess, what might happen to you today..Good thing for sure :)

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Merdeka15..Ohh balik kampung

Salam Hari Kebangsaan semua....

Mesti uols semua baru je lepas beraktiviti di hujung minggu yg extra satu hari sempena Merdeka..long weekend...x kisah lepak umah ke, jln2 pusing Malaysia ke..balik kampong ke...I bet many had their relaxing time during the long weekend ;) we all went back to Perlis/Kedah..apart from visiting and leparking with our parents, we attended our cousin's wedding in Kedah. Kitorng gerak balik on Wednesday earlier, because my abang had work in Bertam, Penang till Friday. We stayed in Swiss Inn Hotel in Sg Petani for two nites. Not bad for a hotel which had it glory days few years back. A bit run down tho but well maintained and excellent services. A little refurbishment will bring back to it glory days. We stayed in a junior suite which comes together with a huge private jakuzzi at a very reasonable price. Room was spacious and HUGE where the two kids can ran amok keliling bilik and they wont bumped into each other (bigger than combination of our living hall plus main bedroom)...hahahaha....Eventho, the interior was not up to date and mind you, the cupboard was almost falling apart if you try to open them...hihihi...other than than, OK n not bad for RM250 junior suite! Swimming pool compensate it all..big swimming pool together with kids pool plus the SLIDE!

Ok laa...then off we went to Perlis on the next day...stayed there for 2 nites..n later on Sunday afternoon after the kenduri, we checked in into TH (Tabung Haji) Hotel in Alor Setar near to Istana Anak Bukit and the airport. I am impressed actually with the hotel. Got 2 separated swimming pools for gentleman n ladies. Facilities tip top..The room is nicely decorated with modern touch. Food served during breakfast were great and variety. tho, we were given a room with broken pipe and tv channels were blurred in the first place. Later, we were given another room after the complaints. Not only us stayed in the hotel, but abah and the rest of No 18 clan too stayed in the hotel. Abah 'belanja' us n it was more like a family gathering. Kids lompat n lompat in the pool. while adults leparking n borak2...even tok stayed in the hotel too ;)

Cuma on the way back to KL tu, stucked in the jem..hahaha...bila yg highway PLUS x jem? even jln dlm pun jem! it took us almost 13 hours, the journey from a.setar to cheras...sbb mengada nak ikut jln dalam, ala2 back to the old style...arrived home at 3.am. hmmm but it never hinder us from balik kampong lagi...x serik2...kikiki....yang penting, dpt spent time dgn lovelies...muaaaahhh......

 
Ni gambo welfie wajib secara berjemaah....ni nak balik dah....

 
Swiss Inn.......budak 2 org x reti duduk diam......hahahaha

 
Pool kat TH Hotel.....I do believe that I can jump and fly at the same time- MH

 
His fav Pak Chaq is no longer a bachelor...

 
CMart Mall in SP...very e cheap the playroom...RM6 per head, main laa smpai mlm pun...
 

MH and his nenek...chillaxing by the pool

 
MH and his cousins...geng havoc n semestinya x reti duduk setempat jugak

 
The Playroom in CMart Mall, SP (betoi kot nama tempat ni)