tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70031501474452965812024-02-19T07:01:50.623-08:00-WeLcOmE tO mY WoRLd -Pearl of The EyesJauh berjalan...banyak pengalaman yg dikutip...Inilah kisah ceriteraKu..Dunia dr pandangan mataku… Kembara dari Malaysia ke UK..dan kembali semula ke bumi Malaysia sekian lama merantau...Alhamdulillah...durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.comBlogger585125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-33738296494475430772023-03-30T02:49:00.003-07:002023-03-30T02:49:19.362-07:002023 n life is a never ending story<p> Lama betul2 ni aku x menulis apa2 dlm ni...my first ever writing pad..writing is part of healing theraphy for me..i jote down random topics and discussions and sometimes i just talking nonsence..hahaha..</p><p>So it's 2023..many years has passed and many memories has been created. Name it, ups n downs I thank Allah for all His Blessings..for this journey have shown me the beauty of life. Bak kata pujangga, selepas hujan ribut ada pelangi yg indah..</p><p><br /></p><p>It's all depend on how we perceive and anticipate challenges. If we think it as a burden, we will have trouble to carry behind our backs and vice versa... but i choose for smooth journey..heheheh..please...</p><p><br /></p><p>5 years and many things changed. From having thyroid to none...from struggling finishing my study..Alhamdulillah...i am phd graduate without proper office job 🤣😂 yet i manage to open a small business..from renting house and still renting till today 😃 we have been given precious opportunity to own own small yet cozy home.Alhamdulillah</p><p><br /></p><p>Kids are growing fast and I can say, I am so thankful to Him...Alhamdulillah...</p><p><br /></p><p>I miss writing down my scattered thoughts 😃😅</p>durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-32209119984213984422019-11-30T06:04:00.001-08:002019-11-30T06:04:36.055-08:00Sicken tired....<div>
2019 mmg tahun yang sangat mengujikan dengan perangai manusia...Macam2 jenis peel yang aku kena hadap...Yang paling x sangka...Semua manusia2 ni bukannya orang yang aku baru kenal..Mmg tahun ni, muncul segala true colors memasing. Syabas!!!</div>
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I am not saying that I am a good n perfect person. I am trying to be good time to time..Dulu aku sgt baran...kalua skala baran tu 10/10...sekarang 2/10 je..Haaa...betap aku cuba tone down dan accommodate dengan perangai manusia...Tapi harini, rasa geram, marah, fed up, boring or in another word..Sicken tired of this kind situation. Rasa mcm people take me for granted. Ye laaah...I cant force everyone to like me...But at least, to these people who know me for ages...Please laa….I can smile and laugh and sink in all the frustration inside me. But there are times, I can no longer hold it....For instance tonight...Ye...saya bosan dan boring melayan kerenah anda semua…. Kalau zaman remaja dulu..mmg aku guna harsh word ni "pergi mampss lah!!" ada aku kisah? Skrng ni dah ada anak 2 orang...Beringat sikit lah...I wont tell them right in their faces..For what? I am trying to avoid conflict. </div>
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Ok laaa...Tarik nafas...hembus….Istighfar...Ye...people can be annoying sometimes..Try to remember those happy times when they are not in this state of minds.hahaha...ok laaa...rasa lega skit ….Bawa bersabar ye... ;) </div>
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durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-48592172637202214312019-11-30T05:39:00.001-08:002019-11-30T05:39:30.279-08:00Whatever ever ;) <div>
Aku kekadang rasa fed up dengan perangai manusia yang ada masa menguji kesabaran...</div>
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At this age, aku sangat berhati-hati dengan ragaman manusia..</div>
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Ada2 masanya, aku tergelincir dari banteng sabar..normal kan..I am just a normal human being...</div>
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I am a direct person especially to those whom I considered close and knew me more than 10 years...</div>
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Tapi ada masa, aku pun tak perasan kot yang aku ada tersilap kata dan sebagainya...</div>
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Cuma yang tak berapa faham..they know I am a straight forward person...n yet...they still don't get it...</div>
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Keep on playing around the bushes as if I know what is inside their minds. Come on lah…. Pastu nak main sentap2 n senyap2...adeh….Permainan apakah ini….Sila tampil ke depan, n tell me right in front of my face if you need to tell me something...itu dah satu hal...</div>
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Lagi satu hal….Orang selalu ingat aku ni sejenis manusia yang tadah n terima saja apa yang org buat sebab aku senang accommodate dan high tolerance type of person...Yeah you are right....Most of the time...ye aku sabar orang nya (dulu aku x macam ni, baran most of the time). Along the way, I have changed into a better person. But please don't take for granted my kindness as weaknesses. ..Boring betul lah bila jadi macam ni...Yup...sabar is something good..Tapi kalau dah sokmo nak kena bersabar, make way for others until it makes me feel sad...apa kes nya? Hmmmmmmm </div>
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i am ranting in this personal blog of mine coz I know...Not many people will be reading this..n some might be puzzled for what I am ranting about..Hahahaha… I need to flush this negativity from my system so that I can do something else and becoming productive. </div>
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Baiklah….xyah lah nak kisah sangat dengan orang2 yg mcm ni..in life, you will stumble and meet this kind of people...Larat nak layan kan? ok done flushing and ranting....Sila sambung kerja anda..hahahahahaha</div>
durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-11298494422155777202019-08-21T01:07:00.002-07:002019-08-21T01:08:44.511-07:00Journey to Fit and Healthy lifestyle: From 74 to 62Assalamualaikum n happy Wednesday...<br />
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Lama juga x menulis secara santai. Mostly, I am in the middle of writing something serious and a bit boring..Hahahaha...Who am I kidding ? ;P<br />
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Since October, last year. I had a scary wake up call. Yeah.. I am too comfortable with my weights until I reached my max level where my BMI reading was way beyond what it should be. Since came back to Malaysia for good..Like 4 1/2 years ago. I was letting my guard off on food consumption and lack of fitness activities. How can you blame it on Malaysia food? We are so lucky to be blessed with all sort of delicious food and fruits. Not to mention fruit seasons all year round!! I am a big fan of king of fruits ..The Hola Durian...at one point...I ate durian on daily basis..Warggghhhh….I cant resist the sinful temptation. The first year Back from Good, we were so busy hunting for food. Name it, from south to north. We went there just for the sake of trying the so called viral food. Ahaaaa...Heaven on earth..The list goes on non stopped..Kenduri, buffet etc.... 7 years living oversea really took toll on my appetite. Those years, I ate for the sake of surviving in foreign country. Hehehe...Dramatic sangat..Tapi mmg pun...<br />
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Two pregnancies and my weights was between 55-58kg only. Without having to take extra measurement and curb my appetite. Those days, I wore 8- 12 UK size....till last year, I wore 18 UK size...Woaaah…..I was so confident with people telling me " its ok, ur tall and you haven't showed any and I successfully gained 74kg..Yup... weight gain..." walla….and when my cholesterol reading showed reality of my health situation...mine was 7 ok...borderline high is 5.2-6.2..huhuhu...I fall into high category..Oh No....This is bad... Ok, I told myself...I need to change my life style and eating habits before it spiral beyond control.<br />
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Since October, 2018. I have made a deal to myself that all these uncontrollable eating temptation need to be controlled. I have tried previously all those mainstream diets and tips. But, it does not work for me due to my current long body illness since I was in primary school. Acute gastric and low blood. These two situations rarely happened to me while I was in the UK..Why? Perhaps, due to my eating habits. In the UK, I always cooked and ate loads and loads of fresh fruits and vegetable. I cookes simple dishes due to my limited cooking skills plus hectic schedule as a wife, mom and student. Plus, budgets were rather tight. Thanks to all those factors, I can summed up that ..We lead a quality eating habit over there.<br />
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Ok..nak sambung writing skema...nnt I sambung lagi ye...durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-43328061132162235112019-07-23T23:59:00.000-07:002019-07-24T00:00:35.939-07:00Janda Baik Trip - February 2019<div>
Happy Wednesday semua………</div>
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Moga semuanya dalam keadaan ok dan steady ye. Tup2 dah mid week kan.….So many things has happened. Dah tengah2 minggu ni mmg terasa laaa nak g lari dari kekalutan dan kepenatan tugasan harian. Yup, I still have the mojo to finish my study journey. InsyaAllah. Awal2 mmg agak liat laa dan mmg banyak betul diversion ….Rela lagi nak buat benda merapu dari yg priority...Hihihi...sapa yang selalu jadi mcm ni…</div>
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Utk petang2 santai ni….Aku suka laa nak flashback jalan2 yang boleh melapangkan kepala dan bagi motivasi skit bagi settle keje banyak2 sebelum dapat g berjalan2 lagi. Ikutnya selang sebulan je kami ada rezeki berjalan...Alhamdulillah...Tapi aku saja jaa nak flashback balik masa g Janda Baik bulan Februari yg lepas masa aku 'tenggelam' dalam dunia mild depression. Sebabkan oleh Ujian yang Allah bagi pada keluarga no 18 kami. Memang agak menguji juga laa...Mentally and physically exhausted sebab berulang ke hospital setiap hari. On top of that aku jadi orang tengah utk semua orang. Focal point adalah aku. Hmmmmm kisah kejadian tu mmg banyak mengajar kami sekeluarga. Pepatah never judge a book by its cover tu...Memang sgt2 betul rupanya. Idak, xde laaa ahli falsafah hidup rajin nak g buatkan. Mesti diorng pun ada pengalaman juga kan. </div>
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Nama tempat best ni Sailor's Rest, Janda Baik. Memang dapat tahu pun secara bertanya dengan Pakcik Google. Memang mahal laaa skit...Tapi pada aku..Sangat2 worth it. Especially it comes together with fruit picking package. Haaaa ko makan laaa buah2 yang ada kat pokok2 yang bersepah kat dalam resort tu. Rezeki kami masa tu musim manggis. Hahaha...Jadi riang pelik kami anak beranak dok mengait dan mengumpul pokok manggis. Walhal, kebun ayah aku kat Kedah tu..Berpuluh2 batang pokok manggis...Tapi dah jauh kan...Huhuhuhu….Sehari semalam kami kat sana….Malam p fishing, siangnya x melepak tepi sungai/berendam, g kait buah2an...Haven kan...kalaulah hari2 mcm ni...Fuhhhh bahagia..</div>
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durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-9845431353586105872019-07-17T23:03:00.001-07:002019-07-17T23:06:34.498-07:00If you believe..He will always there for us Part2Sedar x sedar….dah masuk hari khamis daa….Esok Jumaat...Then..weekend...Yuhooo….. Kita sambung semula kisah belajar yang x habis2 ni…..Hihihi….<br />
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Lama x lama laaa aku study...Sampaikan dari dok UK, pindah semula balik Malaysia...Aku berulang every year utk selesaikan tugasan. Gigihkan..Tinggal suami dan anak2 3-4 bulan setiap tahun..Sehingga laaa last year, aku Berjaya lulus Viva aku dengan Corrections yang agak banyak...Hehehe...Aku ada tempoh 3 bulan je nak write thesis aku..Jangan tanya mcm mana aku buat..Tapi masa tu aku buat keje mcm orang gila. Pagi petang siang malam mmg aku mengadap laptop. Regardless of what my supervisor told me...He don't think that I manage to pass this hurdle. Fuh...masa tu...aku blankkan je otak aku bila dengar advice SV aku yg menghiris hati aku tu...Aku buat yg terbaik..Lepas tu aku doa dan doa tanpa jemu...N bila aku g Viva pun...Aku cuba my best wpun SV aku hint yg aku mmg xkan lepas..Alhamdulillah...Rezeki Allah masih ada lagi utk aku yang serba kekurangan ni..Aku mmg x hebat mana pun sebenarnya. Rezeki belajar ni, banyak Ihsan dari Allah selain doa yang tak putus-putus dari ayah, suami, adik beradik , kaum keluarga dan sahabat handai.<br />
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Memang aku akui...Banyak kali sangat aku nak give up..Sebab letih, penat, kecewa, gagal etc....Tapi, aku kumpul balik segala saki baki semangat dan keyakinan aku ...Sebab..biarlah aku cuba yang terbaik..Selepas tu aku x mo menyesal sbb aku x cuba ..Haaa beza tu dua scenario yang aku sebutkan tu...Aku mmg salute dgn diorng yg smooth je perjalanan study diorng...Memang hebat diorng ni…..Bukan aku nak cakap aku ni banyak hal. Tapi aku hanya manusia biasa je...Bukan superwoman atau geng Avengers. Mula2 dulu, aku rasa stress setiap kali dengar perkhabaran kawan2 yang dh lulus dan settle study diorng...Tapi lepas kisah kejadian Muhammad...Aku mmg buka hati dan minda aku...Study ni mmg rezeki memasing. Ada yang laju, ada yang lambat..ada juga yang terpaksa berhenti di tengah jalan….Alhamdulillah...Rezeki aku masih ada...Tolong doakan aku ye kawan2....Supaya pengakhiran study aku ni berakhir dengan kejayaan dan kemenangan...Ameen...<br />
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Aku memang lega amik cuti belajar setahun utk bagi tumpuan sepanjang proses pregnancy aku...Sebab Muhammad memang bukan baby biasa yang mudah dijaga. Memang aku akui...Rezeki Allah bagi tu..Tak tahu nak ungkap macam mana bila Muhammad dapat bernafas di atas bumi milik Allah selepas mcm2 prediction based on his current health condition tu....MasyaAllah…. Hospital Princess Anne tu dah jadi mcm our 2nd house sebab kerap sangat ulang alik...Especially the first 6 months tu...Memang menggugat juga laa kesabaran dan keyakinan. Ambulance rides pun selalu juga. Bila tetiba he stopped breathing. Allahuakbar...Jangan tanya laa...Jantung aku mmg mcm jatuh terus ke lantai. Alhamdulillah....Allah bagi lagi peluang utk Muhammad dan kami. Selain dari routine check up utk Muhammad. Dia selalu juga ada emergency case mcm acute asthma attack, severe gastric attacks etc. Mmg muka regular la kami kat E&A tu...Hohohoho…..<br />
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Study Mr.Abang pun mmg banyak juga terganggu bila tetiba kena lari balik tiap kali ada emergency. Mmg Allah bantu ssangat2 perjalan study Mr.Abang...Dalam keadaan kelam kabut dan menjadi our sole breadwinner...On top his study...He managed to complete his study within 5 years. Dia juga bekerja part time as an engineer di Portsmouth while he was still writing his final thesis. His determination and high resilience...Memang sangat impressive. This is one of his characteristic yang buat aku fall in love when I first knew him zaman Alevel dolu2....<br />
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Ok...nak sambung writing....August ni target nak siap at least 3 questions ...sbb nak ikut Mr. Abang g conference ke Penang..Yeeeehaaaaa :) To be continued yaaaadurra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-57163637919566581062019-07-15T02:47:00.000-07:002019-07-15T02:47:09.584-07:00If you believe.... He will always there for us Part1Assalamualaikum n happy Monday.....<br />
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I am left with less than 6 months to submit my corrections....Cyiyok Durra...InsyaAllah..Sikit je lagi tu....Don't give up and strive for it... You are nearly to the finishing line. It's not the time to surrender and give up after all you have been through and rest too .<br />
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Yup...what a ride...After 7 years... Alhamdulillah. Masih lagi gigih dan tabah menongkah perjalanan sebagai seorang pelajar, ibu dan isteri. Ramai yang bercakap, betapa kuatnya aku. To be honest, selagi kita x mengalaminya selagi tu kita x pasti sama ada kita mampu menghadapi. Selain diri sendiri, endless support from yours truly, ibu ayah, family and close friends...Semestinya dengan izin Allah... Aku x rasa aku mampu bertahan sampai ke saat ini. Memang boleh jatuh murung teruk weh...hehehehe…..<br />
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I have been through many ups and downs since I started my study. Boleh dikatakan, aku x pernah sangka yang so many things happened in my life sejak aku register 7 years ago...Ujian yang menjelma, memang aku sendiri x sangka yang aku boleh survived. Huhuhu...Memang menguji my kesabaran dan sanity juga...Mungkin aku x pernah cerita secara kronology apa yang berlaku selama 7 tahun ni…...<br />
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Dari berdua je dengan Mr. Bard...Asalnya mcm nak isi masa lapang. Allah tahu yang terbaik untuk kami. Ayah aku galakkan aku untuk enrol into this program. Masa tu memang aku pun lepak sehabis lepak di UK. Ye lah, aku dh ckp, g UK aku nak lepak je selepas aku dh letih kerja dan belajar dalam masa yang sama. Oh ya, aku buat Sarjana masa aku dok kerja di UPM. Kerja hakiki dah lah leh tahan juga cabarannya. Aku g join MBA full time/night classes. Kiranya lepas habis je aku punch out kerja kul 5.30 ptg... Kelas aku mula 8.00 malam - 10.30 malam, 4 hari seminggu dan weedays basis. Memang aku mcm lipas kudung lah masa tu. Sebab tu Allah x bagi lagi anak kot ;) Dengan Mr. Bard yang kerja denga Oil & Gas company. Fuh..Rumah tu mcm hotel touch n go je. Nak jumpa en suami pun, 2-3 minggu sekali. Sebab nature of his work mmg offshore/oversea sokmo. Aku pula, kerja yang melibatkan student uni ni...Jadual tu pun mmg x menentu, weekend penuh bengkel/conference. Maka, mcm PJJ (perkahwinan jarak jauh) juga laa kami for e first 4 years sebelum kami amik keputusan untuk tukar angin ke UK.... Duit banyak..tapi xde masa..Hahaha...macam mana tu ;)<br />
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Back to cerita aku nak masuk mengaji ni…Selepas setahun bersukaria dan buat kerja amal (aku volunteering di charity shop di Portswood Road). Aku pun terima lah offer study ayah aku tu. Lagi pun dapat local rate...Rasa rugi pula x amik peluang tu kan...Haaaa...masuklah aku …..<br />
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Aku register dah di UoS, lepas sebulan je..Tetiba SV aku pindah university ke Bournemouth. Memang aku diminta untuk retreat aku punya registration and move to BU. Ada gap dalam 9 bulan masa tu sbb BU setahun sekali je leh register utk study aku ni. Allah Maha Mengetahui. Sebaik aku register je, 2 months later..Aku mengandung rupanya. Selepas menunggu hamper 5 tahun,,,Tak ku sangka, tak ku duga...Rezeki anak itu, Allah hadiahkan di bumi kelahiran aku sendiri. Memang x terlintas akal langsung yang anak kami pun akan dilahirkan di bumi Inggeris ini. MasyaAllah. Maka, aku hold study aku selepas SV aku suggest untuk hold and ambil study leave selama setahun supaya aku dapat mengandung dan melahirkan dalam keadaan stress- free. Memang tepat sekali decision yang Allah ilhamkan untuk kami. Sebaik je dapat tahu yang aku preggy, episode morning sickness aku berterusan hingga lah ke bulan ke 7...7 bulan ok mabuk muntah terkelepek semuanya n has been warded few times sbb teruk sgt...mmg berat badan masa tu mmg naik skit sangat. On top of that..berita yang sangat merubah my perspective of life berlaku masa buat scan wajib kandungan 21weeks. Kat UK, 21weeks scan tu mmg wajib n sgt detail.<br />
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Masa tu lah kebetulan juga parents n two of my siblings Dikyah n Aref happened to come to the UK untuk berjalan2. Masa pakar dah confirmkan yang the baby/Muhammad is a boy and ada CDH (Congenital Diaphragmatic hernia) <span style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: transparent; color: black; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">dleh cuba back kat <a href="http://da%20cdh/" target="_blank">SINI </a>….Masa dah dapat confirmation tu. Fuhhhhh….Memamg tak tahu mcm mana nak describe perasaan tu...Memang berendam air mata pagi petang siang malam..Haisssh...tu aku citer other entry lah kot..ni kisah mcm mana aku leh tersambung study ni haaa….n bergelut dgn kisah study ni masuk tahun ke tujuh...hehehe...hebat x aku..Kikiki..lama Ooooo...sampai anak pun dah masuk darjah 1 laaa….</span><br />
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Lama betul ni menyepi diri dr menulis...I love writing ….. whenever I write, I feel like I am reducing the weight on my shoulders. Writing gives me freedom and lift up my mood.. Back to what I am going to write today. Everyday, we meet new people and some stay in life as new friends. Along the way, we do have friends whom we know back from our kindergarten period. Some may stay being our kindergarten friends and some might become our special friends. We share many things and stories during our growing up phase. So on so forth.<br />
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But, along the time....Kita sebagai manusia, akan berdepan dengan pelbagai keadaan dan situasi yang mungkin akan mengubah diri kita dan those who used to be so close to us. Change is inevitable. We used to talk silly things and cracked our heads off for the crazy jokes for hours. But when we have our own families and we moved around the globe. We might be sharing the same memories. But unconsciously, we might have change our perspective of life and the way we react. We might not be able to talk on the same basis anymore. Hmmmmmmmm<br />
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Point yg aku nak cakap…..ada masa, tanda2 mcm gini...Satu hint kepada diri sendiri yang people dah move on dan x berdiri atas platform yang sama lagi spt mana belas2 tahun yg lalu. Should we be heart broken knowing that the same person we used to know 15- 20 years ago is no longer the same? Yup, fizikal xdenya nak berubah. I am talking about characteristics...What should we do after several attempts to bring it back the 'old and funky' of them. End up, as if we are talking to someone we just met at random shopping mall isle? So many rules to follow and we have no freedom to speak anymore. Hmmmmm a little bit of let down to be honest and confusing at the same time. How can someone you used to be so close, change turn into someone totally different? After several occasions, heart tells that we need to move on and keep the old good memories as a reminder that we used to share the same brainwaves and such. No need to break the friendship, just need to let down your expectations to keep you from heartache when you don't get the response that you longing for. Panjang betul bicara ni...hiihihi<br />
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Oraits...I am already moving on and life wont wait for those who dwell in the past, right? Till then....I am signing off coz I need to finish my overdue corrections task. 5 months to victory and freedom. InsyaAllah….<br />
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<br />durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-74573735057367080592019-04-02T02:11:00.000-07:002019-04-02T02:11:21.785-07:003 months in a cave of.....DespairAssalamualaikum n welcome back!!!<br />
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Alhamdulillah....lama betul x bersiaran dan berada dalam keadaan yg gloomy dan kesedihan..December18- February 19...Satu tempoh 'gelita' dan 'berkabung' bagi keluarga kami....So many things happened and it was really a tough period I can say.... Melibatkan darah daging sendiri… Siapa tahu dan siapa dapat menduga sesuatu yang berlaku tidak pernah terlintas di dalam benak hati dan fikiran kami semua. Tetapi Allah itu Maha Adil, Maha Memahami dan Maha Penyayang. Setiap kejadian yang dikurniakan, pasti ada Hikmah sebalikNya….<br />
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Jadi sepanjang tempoh kejadian peristiwa kesedihan yang berlaku pada keluarga besar kami. Aku mmg sangat sibuk dan letih ke sana ke mari. Dalam benak hati dan ruang otak, tumpuan lebih kepada proses pemulihan darah daging. Saban hari, aku ke hospital untuk memberikan semangat dan sokongan. Selain itu, hp aku x lekang dari panggilan telefon dan berselang-seli dengan WA message dari ahli keluarga. Pendek kata, hidup aku dan family kecil aku agak berterabur dan berserabut. Jangan ditanya kisah corrections aku yang hidup segan mati tak mahu tu...Memang aku letak tepi terus buat seketika. I was totally exhausted emotionally, physically and mentally. To the exntent, I was at the brink of sanity. Haaaaa amik ko….It was pure shock and pure depression. In the Mid February, I exploded!!! huhuhu...luckily I was surrounded by those who love me so much. They managed to put up with my lowest point of my life. They picked me up and placed me right where I used to be. Alhamdulillah. Allah gave me first hand experience of depression.<br />
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Now, it's April and I have left with plus minus 7 months before my final due date of corrections. I do believe that I can do it with the given time. Ya Allah, please let me finish this final stage of my study journey. So that I can move on and make myself proud, my parents happy and my husband at ease too. My journey is being supported by many from the beginning. Please, please and please Ya Allah. I put my faith in you for everything happened through my journey. I was tested with so many un thinkable tests. I hope that I pass this final stage with flying colors. Ameen. Hasbunallah Wanikmal Wakil.durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-12639709837259143402018-11-08T06:45:00.002-08:002018-11-08T06:45:26.829-08:00SolaceOraits………… It is a record since I posted twice in a day!! In the era where fb n ig conquered..It would be rare to write in a blog as frequently as I did today. Hahahaha…. I am also impressed with myself for doing this...<br />
But I need to find solace to be able to express myself freely without having worries that others might judging me. Coz I believe that not many people are into blog walking nowadays.<br />
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Ok....I don't care about being perfect anymore. All I care is to finish...Finish and get though with it...Yeah.... May my motivation stays stronger till the end of the road..Ameen..You go girl!!! Be the girl that you used to be.. I have faith in you that you still have that strong wills and brave enough to face all challenges no matter what...IsyaAllah<br />
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Happy November and we are left with less than two months before 2018 bids it farewell.</div>
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Yup..... There are so many questions in my mind right now. To be honest.... I am happy with 2018 so far regardless of hiccups here and there. There were many times I had these negative thoughts of quitting and ran away from what I have started. Luckily, I kept on telling to myself. I need to finish this off for good or I will regret for not doing it for the rest of my life. Yes, I should have never doubt my own abilities and strengths. I am so blessed because I have been surrounded by positive and great individuals to keep on cheering and giving me endless supports from the beginning till now. But, there are many times, I have brought myself into this ugly situation. Nevertheless, Allah is always there to guide and gives His supports and endless loves. Hasbunallah Waniakmal Wakil. Who are we to question His Mercy.....</div>
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Overall, I am so thankful and blessed.Alhamdulillah…..</div>
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Yes....I need to finish this journey for good...I am targeting that by February, 2019... I can have my long waited freedom...InsyaAllah and I can start a new chapter of life. IsyaAllah</div>
durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-63796247644143615962018-08-12T22:49:00.001-07:002018-08-12T22:50:22.789-07:00GastricSalam Isnin……<br />
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Moga korang semua dalam keadaan ceria dan sihat selalu…..Alhamdulillah, aku baru je lepas ok dari serangan gastric. Yup, I had gastric since primary school. Gastric atau ulser di dalam perut..<br />
Blamed it on my diet (bukan salah mama) I mean, I loved drinking carbonated drinks and sour food (furits and asam). I hade balance diet at home, but I took these drinks and food without my mama's consents or behind her back. Jadi, pepaham la ye ;) The habits continued when I was sent back to Kampung. Makin sakan laaa memulun..Cucu duduk dgn atok..Hmmmm..haahaha…. Campur itu ini...Akhirnya, usus aku makin nipis lepas memalui prosedur endoscopy. At one time, teruk sgt mmg selalu warded. Heee…… Bila dah besar n cerdik sikit jaga pemakanan...Alhamdulillah makin kurang serangan gastric tu..Cuma bila Ramadhan, memang akan ada sehari dua yang lompong sbb gastric ni…<br />
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Sekarang ni, aku dah faham perut sendiri. Antara perkara-perkara yang aku bagi perhatian demi kesejahteraan perut sendiri.<br />
Disclaimer: This is made based on my personal experience and observation, the impacts might vary to others:<br />
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1. Pedas- kalau boleh, cuba elakkan makanan pedas. Tapi kalau x dapat. Kurangkan pun dah cukup ok ;)<br />
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2. Asidic- Makanan yang masam2 boleh trigger usus perut penyakit gastric. Kalau dulu aku sgt suka makan buah2 masan, rojak, jeruk etc. Sekarang mmg kena selalu berawas. Mmg aku sgt kurang amik asidic food/fruits<br />
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3. Diet - Ada pernah cuba kurangkan berat dgn cara berdiet. Nampaknya cara tu x sesuai utk aku sbb buat gastric aku dtg balik. Caranya sekarang, aku buat diet yang sesuai dgn keadaan usus aku…Walaupun effects agak slow, tapi Berjaya turunkan 3 kilo dlm masa 3 bulan..hihihi...Jadilah<br />
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4. Stress level- bab ni sgt subjektif, ada orang mmg xde hal n xde hadapi gastric kalau stress level naik. Mcm aku, mmg ada direct effects..Ntah mcm mana leh jadi gastric ntah..hohohoho<br />
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5. Basi- tolong elak sangat2 bab makanan basi ni. Aku selalu ikut guts feeling bab ni.Perut aku mmg xleh tolerate makanan yg hamper basi atau sudah basi. Teruk akibatnya..<br />
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Bab trigger dah settle, sekarang apa yang aku buat utk mengelakkan gastric dtg bertamu.<br />
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1. Susu - Ye, ni salah satu agent yg baik utk perut pesakit gastric. Tapi, hanya berkesan kalau x kena gastric, waktu sihat. Kebiasaan aku minum segelas susu waktu pagi, segelas susu sebelum tidur. Alhamdulillah, amat jarang dah kena gastric<br />
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2. Susu+ Kurma- ni satu lagi good combination yang bg perut kita rasa lega<br />
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3. Diet - yang betul dan seimbang<br />
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4. Air- Ye, minum air masak/suling yang mencukupi setiap hari. Selain dpt menjaga isi perut dan badan kita. Air juga bantu kita jadi awet muda..Kikiki..So rajin2 laa ye minum air...Air manis dan berkarbonat..x termasuk ye ;)<br />
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Ok....happy reading semua...till we meet again ;)<br />
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<br />durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-66269681045190538222018-08-08T18:37:00.001-07:002018-08-08T18:37:26.906-07:00Dia mualimah, guru, teacher ku yg pertamaAssalamualaikum……..n happy cheerful Thursday...<br />
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Alhamdulillah masih lagi bersiaran dan sihat sejahtera dlm Nikmat dan IhsanNya …..<br />
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Tetiba pulak jadi terajin nak update blog ni kan....After all this while, I've been away and pretending to be busy when my life is so routine..hahaha… Sebenarnya, niat nak mencoret di pagi hari ini adalah untuk mengkisahkan kisah seorang insan yang paling istimewa dalam hidup aku. Supaya kisahnya 'hidup' dalam diri aku dan cucu-cucunya yang tidak berpeluang untuk mengenali insan hebat ini kerana Allah lebih Menyayanginya…<br />
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Seingat aku, aku berjaya khatam Quran sewaktu umur aku baru mencecah 8 tahun. Sejak bila aku mula belajar Buku Allah ni, mmg aku sendiri pun x ingat..Teruk betul memory, ni sebab dulu banyak sangat main laa..hahaha...Tapi seriously, Darjah 2 je aku dah Berjaya menghabiskan satu buku Allah ni. Alhamdulillah. Kalau ikut flashback memory aku, mungkin...mungkin aku mula kena Kalamullah ni at a very young age...Aku x hebat, yg hebat, Bonda ku….Dia Muallimah, Guru dan Teacherku yang pertama… Aku belajar mengaji dari mama dan bila dah mula masuk sekolah rendah….Baru berjumpa dengan Ustazah Maimunah yang turut sama mengasahkah bakat aku dlm Tilawah AlQuran..Apa??? Durra leh mengaji quran ikut tarannum..hehehe... Boleh laaa sikit2 ;) Lepas laa takat Hijjaz, Bayati etc... Sebab masa sekolah menengah, terpilih masuk Kelas Khas Kemahiran Al-Quran dari zaman Labu sampai la Mergong.. Nak kata aku ni seorang murid yang tekun dan wanita lindungan Kaabah tu..hmmm mmg sadly, TAK.. gheja aku rebel je masa sek menengah tu...haaiishh…Apa jenis peel pun aku sampai skrng, aku sendiri x faham.. errkk<br />
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Ok, sambung citer balik...Rumah aku ni, boleh dikatakan dr pagi sentiasa ada orang datang belajar mengaji dengan mak aku ni..Dulu aku pun x faham, pesal rumah aku tiap2 hari penuh...Ada 2 jenis golongan pelajar mama, dewasa dan kanak-kanak. Mama mengajar mengaji Al-Quran dan Muqadam (zaman tu xde Iqra2 ni) dan selain tu mama juga mengajar Fardhu Ain. Jadi, mmg sentiasa lah ada sesi mengaji kat rumah aku yang sentiasa ramai dengan tetamu2 yg dating silih berganti. Yup, rumah kami masa tu mcm B&B, pusat tution lebih kurang.Happening!!<br />
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Zaman tu, BBBangi x macam sekarang...Small community dan dalam hutan!! 1980an is e best era kalau korang tanya aku…. Zaman tu, Bangi punya penduduk x sampai 1 ribu orang. Jadi , memang kami boleh kenal each other. Pasar malam pun alahai, comel kecik je..sapa yg perasan, Pasar Pagi fasa satu tu, deret kedai sebaris tu..situ lah tapak pasar malam pertama di Bangi..n pondok polis pertama pun dekat kedai tu...Haaa..punya lah kecik Bangi masa tu ;) yang lain masih lagi tanah kosong or tanah yg ada kelapa sawit..Haiwan2 pun meriah juga waktu tu..xyah nak g Zoo bagai..hihihi…<br />
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Kisah mama mengajar ngaji ni….mmg jiran tetangga etc dari mak sampai ke anak2... Mostly, area fasa 1 tu, mama lah muallimah.. Jadi bila aku dah Nampak steady skit....Mama mula training aku utk Tilawah...Suara aku xde la sedap mana..Hehe...tapi takat nak baca Quran secara berlagu..Ok lah… Ada masuk few competitions, ada yang menang n ada yang x.. Tapi bila mama Nampak aku ni susah nak duduk diam lama2..Mama pun dah x paksa aku masuk competitions.. Sebab masuk darjah 3 je, aku mmg sangat aktif bersukan. Wakil sekolah, daerah sampai ke negeri. Jadi , mmg sgt kontra laa kalau aku involved serentak..Mcm split of identity gitu.. Pg dok molek mengaji, petang tukar uniform berpanas terik..Mama mmg cool sbb dia x paksa aku.. Jadi lepas darjah 3, mmg aku stop masuk Tilawah Al- Quran..Tapi, aku dah mula ganti mak aku mengajar kawan2/junior baca Muqadam/Quran kalau hari yg mak aku xde...Ustazah bidan terjun sekali sekala. Pikir2 balik, mcm x percaya pun ada..huhuhu…<br />
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So, sekarang ni..aku x hantar anak2 pergi mengaji dgn orang lain. Satu, sebab aku ada ruang nak ajar diorng..Surirumah kan..hehehe.. Kedua, aku nak sambung legasi mama..Bagi tiap kali aku mengajar anak2, aliran pahala tu turun kepada mama..InsyaAllah..Wpun, agak lambat aku mula utk bebudak ni..tapi better late than never. Alhamdulillah..MH dah nak masuk surah Al Imran..IN pula dah masuk Iqra 6.<br />
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<br />durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-50485287886346507482018-07-29T19:57:00.003-07:002018-07-31T02:47:36.283-07:00It's never too lateAssalamualaikum n happy productive Monday....<br />
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Yup...even it is raining and the weather is a bit gloomy (talking about Malaysia's weather in comparison to UK's). Since I read a short story about "Who move my cheese" . It kept on bugging me days and nights. I admit that I am a lazy bum and a champion at procrastination. Yet, my dream is huge, as huge as Table Mountain in South Africa. Somehow, my effort and attitude have been the main obstacles. Alhamdulillah, after reading the story. I think or I believe that it does have an impact on my mindset. Huh!! After nearly 7 months drifting away from what I am supposed to do.. That is why I am saying it...It's never too late...<br />
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I passed my viva 7 months ago... Regardless how my SV felt and told me that I can't make it. Against all the odds, Allah has His Mercy on me...n the journey continues. Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah...I don't feel ashamed about how long it takes compared to others..There have been ups and downs along the paths...One step has been already in the 'house'..I need to push myself forward to get another leg and start decorating the 'house'. Hahahaha what a metaphor...I have been given another precious opportunity.. Yet, I wasted my 7 months and left with another 5 months.<br />
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It's never too late to finish this journey and embark a new one. Please pray for me and surely my prayers and thoughts are for you too. I will try to update my progress along the way. Please excuse my writing and don't be too harsh on me kay ;) I am trying my best to express my thoughts and at the same time to motivate myself through blog writing. It is something that I have done for the past few years.<br />
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Those who are with me from beginning, thank you for your supports. This blog has watched my journey, through thick and thin..Alhamdulillah...With His Blessings and Endless Love, I survived... Hope to end this long journey beautifully by the end of this year...Ameen :) :)durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-51684545307555443032018-06-27T09:10:00.000-07:002018-06-27T09:10:17.336-07:00Syawal Ke 6 Tanpa MamaYe…. Tahun ni tahun ke 6 kami semua beraya tanpa Mama...….. How do I feel?<br />
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The feeling haven't change a bit since 28th April, 2012.. It will never be the same again tho... To think about it, I haven't celebrate Raya with my parents and my family since 2007- 2012 and all in all 6 years since I was away at my place of birth. Plus another 6 years after mama left us, total is 12 years!! During the period of 2007-2011, I didn't feel the distance and loneliness during Raya because mama used to sent me parcels through our pilot friends- Nadir and Ayil (they are also our childhood friends since kindergarten). At that time, they were on <span style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: transparent; color: black; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: Times New Roman; font-size: 16px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-decoration: none; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Kul- Lon route on </span>monthly basis. Therefore, we always commute back and forth from Soton- London at least once in a month. They are also avid cyclists and loved to purchase online things. It was a barter system because we brought their things in exchange of our parcels sent by mama. Thinking of it, we never run out of stock!! The keropok, rempah ratus etc... Mama will always try to search and get it for me. Huhuhu…… We also talked on daily basis too... shortest conversation was 10 minutes and longest was 2 hours!!<br />
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One thing that I don't feel so lost and full of regrets (unlike my sisters) is that I got to spent at least one solid month in a year with my parents because they came to the UK every year since 2008. In March 2010, when we got the 'disaster' news about my pregnancy. It happened that my family was in Southampton (my parents, youngest sister and brother) when we found out about the complication. It was a blessing in disguised because they were there during my mental turmoil. When I was in my 37 weeks of pregnancy, mama came back to give me moral support and stayed for a month...<br />
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That are among the stories that I believe Allah shows His Mercy on me to have mama by my side even we are separated by thousands miles. Alhamdulillah...<br />
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I miss you so much mama.... but at the same time, I have good feeling that you are in a better place now. InsyaAllah, one fine day I will follow you too...….durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-43878636841133575802018-06-25T07:24:00.000-07:002018-06-25T07:24:55.335-07:00Syawal 2018Assalamualaikum n Selamat Hari Raya semua :)<br />
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Ada lagi ke yg follow blog I ni...hihihi….tengok last post...tudiaaaaaa it was nearly a year a go!<br />
Where have I been? Ermmm Aaaaa Oooohhhh Lalalala…. Busy...busy dgn apa...Busy dgn mcm2..<br />
Dgn my study yg x abes2 tu ( muka pun dh stone dan xde perasaan dah bila ada yg tanya...Haa? x abes2 lagi) Kikiki bertabah laa ye... Dah mmg slow mellow..xde apa yg leh disalahkan melainkan diri sendiri yg motivation ups n downs n ada masa down e drain..... Hahahaha…. Alhamdulillah.... I passed my viva defense… wpun banyak laa juga senarai corrections nak kena hadap semula… At least, sampai laa juga hujung2 tunnel..So skeet lagi je ye Durra..Common… InsyaAllah by few months... Freedom!!!! Ameen Ameen Ameen… Uolls tolong Aminkan bebanyak utk I ye.... supaya jd rajin n cepat2 settlekan corrections tu.…. n focus I x lari jauh2 erewang merata ;)<br />
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So, kita citer kisah raya laaa….. Raya 2018 happening dr last year sbb CUTI LAMA due to cuti sekolah 2 weeks....Yak Yak Yeaaaa…. We all gerak balik arah utara dari hari Isnin lagi (11/6/18) sbb En. Abg outstation di Penang... So 2 mlm tu lepak kat Park Avenue Hotel, SP sbb x jauh dr site... Pastu baru gerak balik Perlis ke rumah ayahanda terchinta….. Lepak sana n berbuka puasa kat Masjid MATIN... so mlm raya tu, berbuka ramai2 kat Pendang (kampung halaman tok) sekali dgn saudara mara semua…. Happening n mlm tu aku n En. Abg temankan tok tido kat kampung...Well, aku kan cucu kesayangan tok...kikikiki…. Pepagi sesudah subuh, to dh riuh kejutkan kami..<br />
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Mangkit ..Mangkit...Kaih Kaih...P kemaih2 ruang bawah rumah...P bentang sejadah2... So, mmg kena la kami berdua ikut arahan tok...Actually rumah tok ni setahun sekali dua je berpenghuni..Sbbnya sejak arwah Wan xde 2006.. Tok (panggilan utk grandmother kat kedah) terus migrate pindah dok kat pondok moden MATIN.. Tok beli sebiji unit n ayah aku pun beli gak unit Semi D masa arwah mama masih ada lagi as their retirement home.... Kiranya, tok n ayah aku berjiran laa gitu kekdahnya...hihihi….jarak rumah x sampai 20 metres pun...<br />
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Sambung balik kisah 1 Syawal 2018, lps settle set up semua….dlm kul 8.30 pg mmg saudara mara n geng kampung sebaris pakat2 dtg ke rumah tok utk bersolat sunat Syawal….. Agak syahdu juga sebab old faces ramai yg dah kembali KpdNya… n org pun semakin susut/x ramai… Asalnya….Seingat aku masa kecik2, kami semua bersolat sunat Syawal Eid Adha dan even solat Tarawikh kat Rumah Nenek (betul2 setentang umah tok) dlm 10 metres... Lepas nenek pun xde...tradisi tetap diteruskan for several years sampai lah rumah tu mula diserang anai-anai...Jadi diorng pindah tradisi tu ke umah arwah Tok Lang aku/ adik tok (sebelah rumah Nenek)..Lepas Tok Lang meninggal dunia 4 tahun lepas, tukar lokasi ke rumah Tok….<br />
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I am not sure how long this tradition will continue... Hopefully for several years.. Tok aku pun tahun ni dah 87 tahun.. Walaupun Tok masih lagi gagah n boleh lg bersolat secara berdiri ( x perlu bantuan) n mampu lagi solat tarawikh 20 rakaat almost every night..Alhamdulillah… Tapi bila aku tengok Tok, hati aku selalu berkata-kata.. Sampai bila Allah akan bagi aku merasa PinjamanNya ni.. (Serious mood syahdu uolls… ye laaa aku sgt akrab dgn tok… Cucu Sulong kan.. n mmg antara semua cucu, aku paling lama lepak kat kampung tiap kali cuti sekolah) Moga Allah panjangkan umur n kesihatan tok..Ameen...Sob Sob Sob<br />
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Ok...back to kisah raya… Raya sakan2 dgn sanak saudara berlangsung sampai lah ke hari Isnin 18/6/18 (eh cantic pulak date tu)...Abah buat kenduri aqiqah utk Nuh (anak Arief/ adik bongsu kami)..Diorng balik kejap Malaysia dari Cairo, Egypt sbb nak settlekan urusan passport Nuh. Sbb embassy Mesir x selengkap embassy UK...Mcm passport IN n MH mmg dpt buat terus kat London on e same day masa register birth cert (org Malaysia berlambak kat UK, so mesin tu mmg satu keperluan). Lepas balik 1st day raya kat Pendang...Kami berkampung kat rumah Mak Linda (mak baru kami) di TITIS, Darulaman seterusnya sampai lah next day ptg, gerak semula balik KL... on e way singgah Penang 2 mlm, meeting lagi…. n Khamis tu.… Sempat lah menyinggah makan doyan kat Kuala Kangsar... Ya.. kami sekeluarga mmg hantu doyan… kalau takat beli sebij dua sekali hadap, mmg x cukup...huhuhu...tu sbb x leh makan musang king... so, kami prefer kampung breed.. hihihihihi….. yg unpredictable.... n penuh unsur suspense... I loooikeeee….<br />
Lepas tu, stop by lagi kat Proton City ziarah geng ketat Farabi n Norimah…. akhirnya selamat sampai rumah jam 12 tgh mlm e next day ..Alhamdulillah, traffic mmg sgt smooth mcm x raya je...hihihi<br />
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so.….itu lah kisahnya Syawal 2018 Bersama keluarga di Utara....Kisah Raya di KL, x mula lagi sbb mmg x menyempat nak g mana2 sbb rumah kena sebu hari Sabtu tu dari pg sampai ke malam… dah mcm open house dah..mesti jiran ingat kami buat open house, walhal mostly semua dtg impromptu … Rasa terharu sbb kengkawan sudi dtg menyinggah beraya kat rumah comel kami yg punya susah nak masuk ..walhal flat je pun... :P<br />
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ok laaa Panjang betul kisahnya…. entah bila lah pulak nak tulis lagi..ni pun tunggu setahun...hihihi…<br />
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Selamat Hari Raya semua<br />
Maaf salah silap sepanjang daku bersiaran…… :)<br />
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<br />durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-81473996989549350712017-07-10T01:08:00.000-07:002017-07-10T01:10:53.880-07:00It's July 2017....<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Assalamualaikum n happy half way Syawal 1348H peeps...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">lama betul x bersiaran...since ada IG account, mmg blog ni sgt laa di anak tirikan. hehehe....sebabnya x menyempat nak duduk kat depan lappy n menaip!But this blog has a special spot in my life due to its humble beginning when I first started to get involved in IT/ blogging world. If I am not mistaken, the blog plays importance role in writing down my life since 2007. Almost a decade!!!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Banyak kenangan dan memory yg tersimpan dlm blog ni....kalau sesiapa yg pernah follow blog aku ni dari dulu mmg Nampak evolution perjalanan hidup aku...dari mula berkahwin, bekerja di IPTA, kemusian berhijrah ke UK..penambahan keluarga di sana dari berdua kepada 3..kemudian jadi 4..dari kisah MH yang menjadi penghuni tetap PAH (Princess Anne Hospital, Southampton) dari janin lagi hingga awal setahun usianya...kemudian IN pun menghadirkan diri...kisah aku menjadi suri pelajar...dan we are back for good after nearly 7 years jadi org UK...n skrng, my student life is nearly ends...n hopefully by 2018, buka chapter baru in my life..sebagai seorang yg bekerjaya maybe ;) doa2kan lah ye kengkawan n pembaca2 tersayang... Ameen...tiada yg mustahil.... Life family kami walau pun xde la happening n x hipster pun..hahaha..Alhamdulillah, we lead a very humble yet happy life. Cukup makan, cukup pakai, cukup utk infaq sket22...ok lah...keter buatan Malaysia ada sebijik (loans)...rumah dok menyewa lagi n masih duduk berdekatan dgn inlaw.....kesihatan pun masih ok...anak2 pun dah mula masuk sekolah...bea sungguh 15 years back..Nikmat mana yg mahu kamu dustakan...cukup serba serbi.... :)</span> <br />
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<br />durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-24666353997015552732017-01-15T18:31:00.001-08:002017-01-15T18:34:23.361-08:00Jawi dilemma....<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Assalamualaikum n Happy Monday...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Nampaknya aku semakin rajin jengah blog ni..Hihihi...bukan apa, bila tengah stuck dgn writing. Writing dlm bentuk yg lebih santai bagi aku kebebasan utk mengutarakan pandangan. Ok x BM aku..hehehe..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Kali ni episod Jawi pulak...Bukan Counter strike back..Tapi how to instill jawi to your kids..Jangan tanya aku lagi sbb anak2 aku mmg x reti Jawi. Cumanya aku nak diorng belajar perkara asas ni supaya diorng x jadi buta Jawi..jawi tu pada aku sebahagian dari jati diri Bangsa Melayu.... Jawi tu sgt cantik dan indah..tetambah kalau korng pandai tulis khat...pergggh....mmg marbeles</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Pada aku, Jawi tu super important spt mana tahu membaca Iqra dan Al Quran. Disebabkan aku x hantar MH ke kelas KAFA, aku kena cari jalan mcm mana nak bagi MH tahu membaca dan menulis Jawi. Sebab x hantar lagi ke kelas KAFA, nak bg dia adjust dgn routine baru yg agak memenatkan dia....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Benda ni mmg x mudah dan memerlukan latihan dari segi pengalaman dan juga pembacaan. Tapi achievable InsyaAllah. Mcm aku dulu, mmg dr darjah 1, parents aku hantar aku g kelas KAFA yg lebih kurang mcm skrng ni..n Sekolah menengah pun aku belajar dlm suasana yg memerlukan aku menulis Jawi setiap hari...Boleh la takat nak baca Jawi tu lepas la org kata, tapi bab menulis tu dah mcm kura2 sbb jarang practice skrng ni...huhhu....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Untuk bab Iqra dan Al Quran. Kami laki bini selain di para guru tadika mengajar MH (thanks very much Tadika HI). Alhamdulillah, lepas satu hurdle, MH mulakan 2017 dengan buku baru iaitu Al Quran. Caranya:</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">1. Iqra di ajar di tadika selang sehari (day care only, waktu ptg)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">2. Setiap mlm, kami laki bini takes turn ajar MH dlm maximum 15 minutes </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">3. Bagi setiap level yg Iqra, MH berjaya habiskan, award akan diberikan (x lebih dr RM100)</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">so antara yang MH pernah request n dpt (Aquarium set, Hot Wheel set, Badminton rackets..semua request tu mmg ikut musim minat MH.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Cumanya, approach utk MH tu x berapa sesuai dgn adiknya yang x berapa nak focus. Jadinya utk IN..kami cuma spent 5 minutes je dulu utk dia baca Iqra n system rewards masih diguna pakai...So, nnt kita tengok perjalanan IN belajar Iqra sbb dia cepat hilang fokus n Manja yg amat!!!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">InsyaAllah utk pembelajaran Jawi bagi MH, aku cuba dulu dgn approach Pengenalan kepada suku kata Jawi dan sesi pembelajaran akan dibuat secara santai sahaja. Iaitu hujung minggu. Kenapa x hantar kepada org? Hmmmm satu budget mmg tight, satu lagi, aku cuba praktik apa yg mak aku dok buat kat kami. Beliau akan duduk n sama2 buat keje rumah dgn kami walaupun sesibuk mana pun jadual harian beliau (arwah mama mengajar di masjid2 dan surau2 di sekitar Bangi at that time). Biaanya dlm 15- 30m minit sehari...wpun kejap, tapi aku rasa berkesan. Mmg jarang aku kena denda dlm kelas sbb x buat homework..kalau lupa tu pun...aku lupa nak bawa kuar buku tu...padan muka..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana;">Next project, mcm mana nak bagi bebudak ni hafal surah2 lazim yang selain Al Fatihah, 3 Kul dan yg pendek2 tu...mcm revision utk aku jugak...InsyaAllah..tu next project...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Aku x cuba nak judge or nak stamp aku punya pemikiran kpd org lain. Aku just nak share je apa yg aku cuba nak tengah buat. Segala cadangan dan pandangan amat dialu2kan...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Well...blog ni dh mcm blog pendidikan pulak...hahahahaha...layaaaannn....</span>durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-86187047354611155042017-01-11T18:51:00.000-08:002017-01-11T18:56:58.188-08:00Tuition anyone?<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Assalamualaikum n Happy Tuesday....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">We are already in the middle of January...n school marks its 9th day for MH...n I have met a handful of MH's classmates' parents and got the up close and personal experience with the mindsets of Malaysian parents. To be honest, i can 'see' anxiety and ambitious that spells : Competition. Woah.... what have we got here? A very competitive society ? Not to mention, a highly protocol nation and goes by the individual title to set an invisible rank? Howeeee.... It was an exciting n eye opening experience for me to get to know people from different backgrounds. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">I do love to sit back and 'watch n read' people. I have learnt it from the best : My father... Why? He told me once that to be able to access and observe your surroundings gives you added advantages in social interaction and avoid conflicts due to differences. I didnt understand his points at that time because i was in primary school. Later in my life, Yup...he is absolutely right about it. One of the advantage we are getting to know human personalities and we get to apply the suitable friendship approach individually...hmmmm thinking back, i am taking a wrong major here? hahaha...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Back to the reality of our education system. I don't recall when I was young, school time is so stressful and pressured especially in primary? Should i just jump into the bandwagon and push my kids into series of tuition classes, give them a mountain of homework, ask them to sit and study everyday? or i just let them learn n experience themselves? Or should i feel guilty that i didnt do any of the above for my kids? Most answers given by the parents I have met : we dont want our kids to be left behind and want them to be the best. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Hmmmmm.... it brings shivers down my spine because we are talking about 7 years old kids!! Most of the MH's classmates attend tuition classes ( from KUMON, english, math, other languages, including Mandarin) since they were 6 years old!. I got a unbelievable stare when I said.. i dont send him and we dont have a near future plan to send him to one. But, we will send him when he is in standard 6... Hmmmmm.... it's a complicated situation to be honest.... Malaysia society: tuition... I cant ignore the facts that we are an exam orientated society. Durra, just live with it...hahahaha....</span> <br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Yours truely,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif;">Rebel is my middle name</span>durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-2600487715566141022017-01-09T19:15:00.000-08:002017-01-09T19:15:08.407-08:0010th of January....2017<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Assalamualaikum n well wishes to all my friends....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Today marks the 10th day of January...n this is my FIRST entry for the year of 2017. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Alhamdulillah we are still here and alive.....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Starting this year, my daily routine has also changed slightly, because MH starts his standard 1 at Sekolah Kebangsaan.... means that another milestone in his life...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">While IN has to get used to kindergarten life without her brother's presence. Now she is 5 years old. She doesn't seem bothered at all...hahahaha...Go go go girl...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">N their momma....hoho...still struggling with the writing part. Have to finalize it by next month..InsyaAllah...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">So far, not bad....I purposely didnt send MH to Kafa class because of his health condition - Semput/ lack of lugs capacity. Even he needs to attend SK session in the afternoon. It takes his energy away, and every night we need to puff him. But, looking at his spirits and courage, i feel at ease and i do believe that as time passes, as he is getting used to the system..InsyaAllah...everything will take place nicely....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Starting this week, schools have run its operation in full swing. No more orientation and it means, tonnes of book bring in to the class. MH has been placed in the DLP class after the initial test set by the school during orientation week. Hope that he is enjoying himself in that class and makes new friends...Three of his classmates from the pervious kindergarten are in his class. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">In the mean time, I plan to teach him myself Jawi during weekend...Though, I am not excellent in Jawi, but I do believe the importance of Jawi in our life... His father will teach him Quran every night... The rest, it's up for him to decide and work for it... we dont want to push him because the learning process is a long journey. We just want him to enjoy his learning. But, we will try our best to support his needs. I bet every parent has the similar idea too ;) He needs to start Solah too..At least Maghrib... I am planning to spend at least 15 minutes a day during night time with both of them..Looking through the homeworks. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Ok guys, happy January....</span>durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-21302666064208134912016-11-22T20:18:00.001-08:002016-11-22T20:20:22.167-08:00Dulu dan Kini : kids nowadaysAssalamualaikum n Happy Wednesday....<br />
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Baru2 ni Kakwa ada terbaca kat Metro kes yang parents 'sound' x puas hati dengan pentadbiran sekolah berkenaan pelajar2 duduk di atas jalan waktu perhimpunan... n rentetan isu tu... mcm 'perang mulut' between PIBG n school management n semestinya netizens pun join semangkuk laa..bla bla bla bla....<br />
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Kakwa x kuasa nak panjangkan kisah tu...tp kisah ibu bapa n pelajar n sekolah bukan lah satu berita rare nowadys mmg selalu je keluar kisah2 seumpamanya...... n kakwa pun xde nak ulas panjang sbb x sure apa yg berlaku sebenarnya... Apa yang kakwa nak share/simpulkan:<br />
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1. Adab <br />
Bab ni kita dedulu selalu belajar bawah title "Akhlak" ni kalau dlm syllbus Pendidikan Islam baik di Sekolah harian or Sekolah KAFA (yg petang tu)... kalau bebudak non-muslim..tu dalam Syllbus Moral bawah Nilai2 Murni...<br />
Adab ni mmg merangkumi pegangan n pergerakan kita seharian... Jadinya Adab sewaktu makan, adab dengan jiran..even dgn haiwan n tumbuhan pun ada gak adabnya kepada makhluk Allah...<br />
Adab kalau kita sebagai pelajar, Adab pelajar dan guru....dan adab dgn Ilmu...<br />
Dari kecik lagi..bab adab ni...mama n abah tersangat laa particularnya.... silap langkah, x jaga adab... berbirat laaa tapak kaki or montot tu.. oppss...hehehe... <br />
So, masa Kakwa sekolah2 dulu... mana laa Kakwa nak berani bgtahu Kakwa kena denda dgn cikgu (sebab lupa buat homework) or Kakwa kena berdiri luar kelas sbb Kakwa (buat2 lupa bawa buku..kes x siap homework) or Kakwa tumbuk manja kawan (hehehe...gurau je tu..darah skeet je pun) n kena mengadap Guru Besar.. mama biasanya tahu je..tp buat2 x tahu...hohoho....x berani Ooooi nak mengadu.... terutamanya mmg confirm laa salah Kakwa sendiri... silap mengadu... dapat 'rewards' berganda lagi ada lah...<br />
N skrng, bila jumpa balik cikgu2 tu..jadi geng dah... betapa hormatnya Kakwa dgn guru2 yang mendidik Kakwa... sebab ketegasan diorng laaa Kakwa jadi 'org'..hehehe.... Alhamdulillah...<br />
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2. Disiplin di rumah<br />
Benda ni sebenarnya common sense...... tapi mungkin ada masa kita terlupa dgn bab EQ ni... Kakwa ckp diri sendiri.... Memula dulu Kakwa dok buat laa benda mcm2 utk anak2 Kakwa.... dr mandi kan , pakai kan baju, suapkan makanan.... errmmm.... tp kalau baby/toddler... ok lagi... bebaru ni..reality hits me hard...eh...anak2 aku dah umur 4 tahun ke atas dah... they are kids already n mulut pun pot pet pot pet... x baligh lagi..tp dah tahu bezakan mana yg OK n mana yg x OK...Subhanallah... masa Kakwa umur 6 tahun... mcm2 dah mama n abah suruh buat... wpun ada pembantu rumah sendiri... tp they are very strict with us...especially bab menjaga diri....<br />
- kemas tempat tidur.. (xde suruh cekangkan katil mcm kat kem tentera) asalkan xde nampak x senonoh sgt katil...ok laa tu<br />
- baju kotor...letak dlm washing machine..baju yg dah dilipat...masukkan sendiri dlm cabinet<br />
- toys/meja study- sila kemas sendiri...Mak korang bukan maid ok...<br />
- dining- tlng set up meja, bawa pinggan etc...n lepas makan...tlng bawa sendiri ke sink...basuh lg bagus...<br />
- tolong sidaikan kain<br />
- buang kan sampah<br />
- sapu porch<br />
- bagi kucing makan...<br />
n the list goes on and on...sesuai laa dgn umur kitaorng....<br />
Jadinya...what my parents did to us... I just apply it on these two muchkins...n keep on telling them...you are responsible for ur own act... x kemas meja study.. n tetiba air tertumpah atas paper..jgn nak naik angin ok.... or korng x angkat pinggan makan.. n semut dtg secara berjemaah n gigit korang...kenapa ye?i j<br />
Hehehe.... lately, Kakwa banyak pot pet....i try to reduce it... sbbnya letih..hahaha... i just wanna tell them, by helping me doing these small chores, you are one step to be independant n reliable person in the future.....they might not like it now, hopefully, they will see the benefits later...InsyaAllah...mama korng bukan tongkat langit or maid ye ;) <br />
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3. Polite<br />
Yup bab ni mmg agak payah bg Kakwa jugak sbb DNA kami jenis bukan duduk diam2 n cakap perlahan2..hehehe... org kedah+ org perlis... rare kot nak tengok jenis x ckp deraih...hahahaha.. kami mmg set riuh... wpun ckp kuat...x semestinya kami x polite...yup..bab tu juga amat dititikberatkan oleh my parents... Tolong... terima kasih.. minta maaf... tu ayat2 emas... n lagi satu bersalaman dgn org yg kita kenal/jumpa...oooh tu Kakwa sgt ingat...sbb gara2 rebel xmo salam sorng auntie n lari kuar mcm tu...dapat hadiah tazkirah sejam n garis merah kat tapak kaki...ouchhhhh.... tp kesan mmg bagus utk ingatan...lepas tu...xyah suruh..x yah paksa.. terus je Kakwa buat...hehehehe....<br />
Kakwa cuba gak terapkan dgn bebudak ni.... nampak mcm cheesy je.... tp kesopanan dan kesilaan tu...masuk dlm rukun Negara tu... <br />
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ok laaa....kakwa pun nak continue writing benda wajib... moga anak2 kita membesar jadi anak2 yg soleh dan solehah.... mmg penat jd parents ni kan..hew hew hew ;) <br />
<br />durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-59733078619614248222016-11-14T19:50:00.002-08:002016-11-14T19:50:39.502-08:00Terkenang sewaktu dulu....<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Assalamualaikum n happy Tuesday semua...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Lama senyap n tetiba muncul...Yup...since September, I was pushing myself to finish my write up...Hm...boleh dikatakan ianya satu proses yang stressful! hehehe....n last month (November) mmg terkesan dgn segala pressure yg badan n minda aku hadam n hadap..Seisi rumah sakit secara berperingkat2...n i was e last Moma standing..hohoh...Alhamdulillah skrng semua dah ok....n me myself n Durra...pinggang pun dah ok selepas 'serah diri' ke acupunture sifu..gara2 semua dah x jln (pain killer, urut etc) tinggal skett lagi nak g pakar..Hohoho....selepas badan kena cucuk2 dgn jarum n bekam darah...my condition is getting better...almost a moth juga x productive n lebih banyak masa ke clinic n menjaga patients ;) $$$ mmg banyak digunakan utk November bg tujuan tersebut...rasa mcm i at the end of my wits...hohoo...the deadlines mixed up with family needs...Tapi last2, i just serah kat Allah je...x kuasa nak control semua benda n stress myself unecessarily...Alhamdulillah...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So siapa2 yg mmg bercita2 nak sambung study... Terus terang saya bg nasihat yg ideal " Perjalanan itu tidak mudah, dan bersedialah dengan unexpected events..Kalau perjalanan anda smooth...itu mmg rezeki memasing..Alhamdulillah'..It not about intelligent, but it's more about preserverence, rezeki dan juga merendah diri...But, it doesnt mean that your journey would be same like mine..Just go n give it a try ok...Tp seronok juga sebenarnya sbb mcm2 org kita jumpa...n macam2 situasi yg kita kena hadapi....at e end of the day, you learn more about your abilities and starts to love yourself..jiwang x? kikiki...So kengkawan, please pray that i can finally reach the end of this journey with flying colors ya by next year...Ameen...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I rarely told people about my study journey...sbb i bet many of the candidates out there face challenges and at one point, rasa exhausted n nak give up pun ada..in my case, banyak kali..kikiki...smpai i lost count!!! but still, i pull up myself n gather my strenghts yang masih bersisa...menongkah arus juga.Why? Sacrifice from people i love...make me stronger n keep on doing this...Jadi, nak x nak, have to finish it kan ;) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Oraits....i will keep on posting into this blog cause it makes me feel sane ;)</span> <br />
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<br />durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-6357198478719606282016-11-11T08:42:00.001-08:002016-11-11T08:42:57.382-08:00Wow!!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Congratulations to both sister and brother in law for their graduation and PhD completion. Both had endured different PhD journeys especially my sister. At the end, they succeeded...Alhamdulillah and celebrate the victory together this year..Alhamdulillah...Congratulation to Dr. IR Shamsul Akmar and Dr. Najjah Salwa. </div>
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I knew that deep inside your heart Sis, you felt incomplete without mama presence during your glorious day. I felt the same thing too..Because she was our best supporter in this journey and she sacrificed a lot...May Allah have Mercy on her InsyaAllah...Al- Fatihah...</div>
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I am trying my best and hard to end my story too..Hopefully by mid next year..I get the freedom..InsyaAllah.... </div>
<br />durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-26788322052847741272016-08-03T21:40:00.003-07:002016-08-03T21:42:18.662-07:00Makanan Sunnah : Ye Saya Jual ;) <br />
Assalamualaikum Semua....<br />
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Semenjak jadi student surirumah ni, ahkak ni banyak gak buat bisnes..Masa kat UK tu, ahkak bukak catering kecil-kecilan..Alhamdulillah...leh tahan gak la rezeki sampai x menang tangan...Bisnes tu buat sama2 dgn sepupu..kami namakan Gerai Kak Siti...Alhamdulillah, dapat la sedikit sebanyak tampung daily expenses kat sana...<br />
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So, bila balik sini...ahkak buat lagi bisnes dari rumah...x besar mana pun..tapi alhamdulillah, tiap2 bulan ada gak la sket duit poket nak cover expenses dapur dan kot i teringin nak beli brg sikit2 tu..lepas...at the moment...awak...kita JUAL makanan sunnah ...apa tu? meh sikit nak nak belanja korng gambar2...biasa letak gambar2 ni...org cepat skeet absorb kan ;)<br />
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Ni real packaging..terdpt dlm 2 pack... Pack A: 700 gm seperti di atas, Pack B: 500gm , tanpa kacang Pistachio....sesuai utk GIFT or daily consumption....<br />
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Mcm mana nak order: terus WA ke 013 2683411...kita leh post, or COD (area Balakong, BTHO Cheras dan sekitar, BBBangi, Putrajaya dan Serdang, minimun purchase applies)<br />
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Kita adalah apa yang kita makan ;) InsyaAllah...Kita usaha, yang lain serah padaNya...durra abd razak @ kocikin...http://www.blogger.com/profile/01655293052485049152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7003150147445296581.post-46274139563478753712016-07-27T19:53:00.002-07:002016-07-27T19:56:31.188-07:00Saya sokong 200%!!<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Salam Khamis semua.....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Tetiba kan je I jad seorng yg rajin menulis...well...amik mood writing thesis....korng tolong doakan I ye ;) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">FB ni ada gak kebaikannya...especially bab share articles yg mana share benda2 yg positive...i came across this article: Ajar anak buat kerja rumah.....so kalau uolls nak tahu..leh terus je click n baca <a href="https://pixelperfext.blogspot.my/2016/07/ajar-anak-buat-kerja-rumah-mungkin.html" target="_blank">SINI</a>..I rasa nak sokong sgt dgn apa yg penulis ni tulis....sbbnya ni I nak story skett laaa apa yg my parents did for us ....al kisah, sedari kami dr kecik lagi...kami sentiasa ada pembantu rumah..among the reasons are:</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">1. rumah kami tu..port org ramai (ramai saudara mara, org2 kampung etc..suka dtg n stay situ..sbb zaman dulu x mcm skrng...kalau satu kampung tu...berapa kerat je yg dok kat luar kawasan Kedah..especially area Klang Valley...oleh itu..rumah kami jadi tumpuan most of the time...ada dtg hantar anak g uni..cari kerja..hantar anak g asrama etc..mmg meriah) Jadi leh kata every month...mmg ada je tetamu yg akan dtg n stayed kat umah kami berhari2...10kg kampit beras tu last for 2-3 weeks je...Alhamdulillah..rezeki mmg murah..non stop makanan n etc...ukhwah smpai laa skrng...diorng terkenangkan layanan mak n ayah kami...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">2. Ayah aku mmg sediakan pembantu rumah utk mak aku sbb...ayah aku selalu outstation...n masa tu..BANDAR BARU BANGI...mmg ulu...mcm tempat jin bertendang...hutan...semak samun...n yg ada pun masa tu...area rumah kami Fasa 1...n kedai 2-3 ketul kat Maybank bawah tu..n seketul Petronas)...yg lain...hutan semak samun...jln pun depan TNB tu pun xleh get through...n e only jln nk g ke Kajang...melalui Sg Tangkas...n n g KL pun...lalu Toll Bangi tu je...ulu x ulu laa BBBangi tu dulu..hehehe..tu kisah lain...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">3. Asalnya pembantu rumah ni pun dari kalangan anak2 org kampung...sbb nak tolong depa...sebelum depa nak mula langkah cari kerja kat sini...tp ada gak yg terus stay je bertahun2 dgn kami...masa tu...mmg xde istilah pembantu rumah dari Seberang...rata2 anak2 watan...yeah..i used Watan..canggih gak vocab den...hehehehe....ada yg dpt keje baru yg better...ada yg bertemu jodoh pun ada...hehehe...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Berbalik citer pembantu rumah ni...sampai ke hari ni pun...kami ada pembantu rumah (tapi station kat umah ayah kami di Perlis laa kan...) n K.Nadia dh dgn kami masuk tahun ke 15 dah ni..lama kan..kira dia paling lama..n this year will be her last year..sob sob sob....she is going back for good..wpun mak ayah kami ada pembantu, tp..A BIG NO hantar anak2 suruh mak kami jaga..tu other story...kay..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Wpun kami ada kemudahan ni dari kecik..jgn ko nak mengada2 berlagak jadi mem besar kat rumah ye...mmg kena piat2 laa telinga ko tu kalau rasa mcm tu...jgn ngada nak suruh kakak pembantu buat itu ini..hahaha......mama mmg x bagi muka laaa kat kami ni, jadi mmg kami kena ikut rules rumah NO 18 tu: </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">1. kasut sekolah...basuh sendiri...x basuh...abah buang dlm longkang! atau pun...kapur putih tu...kena kapur kat muka...denda...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">2. Baju sekolah dah pakai...kena rendam dlm baldi letak sabun semua..wpun kami x basuh...tp rendam tu wajib..kalau kau x rendam baju ko...baju tu bertapuk kat situ..isnin ko nak pakai g sekolah...hahaha..mmg xde sapa basuh..sbb tu arahan big boss kat akak pembantu kami...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">n kalau baju harian...ko x bawa turun letak dlm bakul kat mesin basuh..kira...kalau seminggu..seminggu laa kat situ bau haruman tu...jd...sendiri pakai..sendiri bawa turun..wpun ko basuh sendiri baju tu..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">N kalau hujung minggu..tugas hanging n kutip baju2..jatuh atas kami..mcm biasa..kami delegate the tasks.hahahaha....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">3. Lepas makan, basuh pinggan sendiri...n ada jadual, siapa kemas meja makan n sapu sampah...kalau kami x follow...ada laa kejap lagi dpt hadiah dr abah..hohoho...x kena ration makan...ko kena sapu daun2 kering kat luar tu...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">4. Bila mama masuk dapur..Kami WAJIB gak masuk....wpun x masak...kami kena sediakan bahan2..potong bawang, basuh sayur, daging, ikan etc...tunggu situ smpai laa mama selesai masak..Pembantu rumah mmg x masak..sbb abah bg syarat..mama yg kena masak...so..bila mama tengah masak..tak kan ko nak duduk seketul je at situ...mesti laa ada pegang senduk etc...Haaa..masak nasi pun ada giliran...n menghidang....jgn nak ngada dtg kat meja makan n terus letak pinggan n makan...ingat ko tuan puteri ke....kikiki...mama selalu bebel...ko ngaji tinggi mana pun, nnt kawin..kena gak masak..at least tahu masak... :) tu mama I laa ckp....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">5. Sampah...kami ada giliran gak...sapu sampah pun ada duty roaster gak...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">6. Katil, meja study...toys ke apa ke...semua bawah tanggungjawab sendiri...bangun pg...terus WAJIB kemas katil sendiri b4 g sekolah..kalau x buat...n mama bising..jap g ptg tu..mmg dpt laa habuan dr abah...hoho...aku pernah kena denda...tukar cadar satu rumah!!!! hohoho...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">7. So ada banyak lagi benda yg mmg kami kena kerahan tenaga...mcm pasang pencangkuk langsir..erk..tu aku paling x suka ok..masukkan cushion cover..tu pun x suka gak...basuh patio...siram pokok mmg wajib...buang taik kucing..list goes on n on....ko x buat...abah tahu..ko kena..lalalala...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Tugasan atas tu ikut peringkat umur..biasa aku n adik aku no 2 n 3...sbb no 4 tu kecik lagi...n aku laa kena paling banyak..hahaha..sebab Along..tugas paling aku suka...g beli brg kat kedai runcit..hehehe...tu kalau x suruh pun..aku sendiri volunteer...hahaha...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Jadi, bila pikir balik..Alhamdulillah...sbb bila zaman Uniten tu..reti gak laa masak nasi lemak, bihun goreng n buat menjual sendiri kat asrama Uniten during weekend tu...kalau takat nak masak simple2 masa tu mmg lepas...nak siang ayam, ikan tu pun lepas laa org tua2 kata...n reti gak laa nak buat n mengurus rumah...selain tu...perasaan emphaty tu ada gak laa bila tengok org dok cuci toilet kat mall, sapu sampah...makcik jual nasi lemak etc...sbb kat uk pun..aku jadi cleaner gak..hehehe...jadi mcm2 gak...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">So, skrng ni....kami practice apa yg parents kami buat kat MH n IN...tp ikut kemampuan memasing laa kan...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">1. Tidy up- lepas main toys etc...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">2. Bath- mandi sendiri..n masukkan sendiri baju2 kotor dlm bakul..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">3. Kalau tertumpah makanan...penyodok kecik ada kat tepi tu..leh sapu sendiri..kalau terjatuh air..lap air sendiri...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">4. Botol susu..lepas minum..terus letak dlm sink..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">5. Meals- lepas makan...bawa sendiri plate n etc..ke sink..sampah buang dlm bin..x basuh pun x per..sbb x scukup ketinggian lagi...kikiki..Biasa aku suruh diorng tlng bawa plates cup ke meja n tlng set up kan meja...tp yg ringan2 je laa...lauk2 tu..aku laa yg bawa..panas...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">6. Baju- mama tlng lipatkan..korng bawa letak dlm cupboard..n bila ada baju kotor dlm laundry basket...aku minta tlng diorng bawakan ke laundry room...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">so tu antara yg aku 'paksa' anak2 aku buat...esok besar panjang skett...list akan bertambah...mmg kami 'dera' anak2..tp dera utk masa depan diorng....i kept telling them, Mama adalah Mama...coz I am not ur maid...u have the capabilities to do it urself..n best kan kalau dpt buat tu sendiri... :) Alhamdulillah...mula2 perit gak aku nak scout diorng dua ni...keje nak gaduh je..kids!! hehehe..after awhile...diorng sendiri buat tanpa suruh...n bila mcm tu...aku akan bg rewards n encouragement words for being good...belanja laa ice cream skali skala kan ;) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "verdana" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">ok tu shj...kalau ada sapa2 yg nak suggest lagi...dialu2kan...sharing is caring...gtg...nak sambung thesis writing lak...</span><br />
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